hope it will be better soon

hey... it's my first time to write what i wanna write in blog... actually i don;t really wanna do it but my friend told me to make blog.. so it's ok..

well life have been changing 100 % since i was in senior high school.. it didn't bother me at first time.. but i don't know why lately i just feel so sadddd........ I used to be a good student and daughter but right now ?? i don't know how to describe it in wordss. actually it's not that worse..started when my mom asked me to continue studying in her fav school (which actuallly i don't want) after a year i feel like... the one who goes to school it's not me.... the one who's sudying is not me......the one who do every single thing it's not me...... and the worse thing is i dont wanna go home..... i dont know why suddenly this strange feelings come out when i want enjoying my life, when i want change my life why suddenly i hate my mom so much... actually it's just because quarreled about small thing... (heheh)
so where are you ???? i wanna my life back... when i be my self... when i enjoy life....

i just hope it will be better soon